EXAMSSSSSSSSS!!!

I AM HAVING EXAM ALL MONTH!!! HELP ME!!!!!!! Economy was all right but that was only because the person who set the questions decided to plagiarise the past year questions... this was supposed to test our what...financial ability to buy past year question books??? no comment on pp...it was tough in a fair way. that MEANS if you read it...you'll do just fine. for me...well you get the gist right??? literature was what i expected it to be...TOUGH!!! no surprises there. i mean what is the difference between HOW the character is portrayed and WHY the character is portrayed this way. john keats, although he is dead, is still very capable of torturing this innocent mind (ahem). i also have to emcee the first half of the teachers day celebration...and this is supposed to help me how??? karshini is back from matriculation...if you don't know her check my friendster list of friends...she can be your friend too! maga just smsed to tell me she missed me which just made my depressed mood even worse! I MISS her too...

ya know keats was right...
youth, "grows pale, and spectre-thin, and dies
and beauty cannot keep her lustrous eyes....
it means youth does not last forever and the my own mortality scares me...
doesn't it amaze you how one day you could sit here reading and the next locked in an ice cold coffin...
mortality is a fact of life and everybody is a afraid of death even me.
i think about all the things i will not be able to achieve because of my mortality and i feel like TIME has a gun to my back.
i read a really great quote that made me feel...ok i guess and the quote is "don't be afraid of dying but be afraid of your life not beginning"


in conclusion....today was a good day. i don't want to go into detail about my thoughts because it will deppress everybody.

bye bye...

QiAo yiNg MadE mE DO it!!!

i told qiao ying that i haven't up-dated my blog in a while. so she made me sit here and post something. she told me a secret but i'm not allowed to tell anyone... since she is sitting next to me i am not even allowed to give a hint(maybe next time when she is not here) hehehehehehe.... let's see...my relatives came over the weekend and ruined every chance i had to study(but secretly i am thankful) and i received an award for being placed second in my class...and i also got a peribahasa book which is of no use to me!!!i haven't finish what i want to say but qiao ying is forcing me to publish my post(farhana also). so thank you and bye bye

tHInGs i WondER abOuT...

• WHY DO PSYCHICS HAVE TO ASK YOU FOR YOUR NAME???
  
  
• TIME MAY BE A GREAT HEALER, BUT IT'S A LOUSY
  
• BEAUTICIAN!!!
  
  
• WHAT HAPPENS IF YOU GET SCARED HALF TO DEATH TWICE???
  
  
• WHAT IS A DAY WITHOUT SUNSHINE LIKE? NIGHT, OF COURSE!
  
  
• DO YOU EVER STOP TO THINK, AND FORGET TO START AGAIN?
  
  
• I RECENTLY REALISED THET FAMILIES ARE LIKE FUDGE...MOSTLY
  
• SWEET , WITH A FEW NUTS(Pssssssst... that's me)
  
  
• LIFE IS SEXUALLY TRANSMITTED.
  
  
• WHY DOES A TAX INCREASE COST YOU A $100 AND A TAX CUT
  
• SAVES YOU 30C?
  
  
• WHAT IF THERE WERE NO HYPOTHETICAL QUESTIONS?
  
  
• MY WEIGHT IS PERFECT FOR MY HEIGHT -WHICH VARIES.
  
  
• WHY IS THERE NO EGG IN AN EGGPLANT?
  
  
• WHY IS A GUINEA PIG NOT FROM GUINEA OR A PIG?
  
  
• IF A VEGETARIAN EATS VEGETABLES,WHAT DOES A HUMANITARIAN EAT?
  

my little depression

today i am stuck in a smalll hole of depression. so, i have decided to create a little poem about it; here we go...

HELP ME!!!

i am stuck in this whirpool,

that sucks you dry,

and leaves you high,

what have i done?

what do i have to do?

loneliness seeps through me,

like water in tissue,

i love myself,

do i?

i hate myself,

can i?

the demands,

the instructions,

the tasks,

the tension,

building pressure,

mounting...

like an active volcano,

that has been blocked

with a cork,

HELP ME!!!

don't worry,

i'll be fine,

i'm to intelligent to kill myself!!!

My fiRSt EveR

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE....... my first ever blog! i feel like a 90 year old granny in a 19 year 0ld's body! i think that's about it! i can't think of what to write.....ooooooohhh wait! i will tell what happened today in the most descriptive way i can! well...the morning started off pretty well. we had business studies as our first period and all i can remember from that is pig skin shoes, the shop in tangkak that did something unmentionable, and my teacher's toes being extra long. after that we had our general paper where my teammates( qiao ying, yarshini, nadiah) and i tried to figure out how to stop the spreading of infectious diseases to children in third world countries. it sounds pretty serious, but we ended talking about how to create water filters instead of looking at the big picture...and you wonder why my P.A.(general paper) is in such dire straits! then i went for recess and had chicken with nasi lemak which set my stomach on fire. after that we had our economics where we did what we did everyday.....confuse ourselves to death (of course). after that..........it's getting a little boring! let's get to the good part......the debate tryouts! IT WAS A DISASTER!!! they had no idea what they were talking about and neither did we (the judges). i was more intent on finishing my cornetto than actually paying attention. i mean no offense....they had good grammar and personality but the FIRE WAS MISSING! thank god i am not in miss nav's position! then i reached home at 3.45 p.m. and slept like a baby. i woke up, bathed and am sittting here typing this encredibly boring story of mine. But, i promise i will get to the really juicy details the next time........ciao