Wednesday, May 10, 2006

EXAMSSSSSSSSS!!!

I AM HAVING EXAM ALL MONTH!!! HELP ME!!!!!!! Economy was all right but that was only because the person who set the questions decided to plagiarise the past year questions... this was supposed to test our what...financial ability to buy past year question books??? no comment on pp...it was tough in a fair way. that MEANS if you read it...you'll do just fine. for me...well you get the gist right??? literature was what i expected it to be...TOUGH!!! no surprises there. i mean what is the difference between HOW the character is portrayed and WHY the character is portrayed this way. john keats, although he is dead, is still very capable of torturing this innocent mind (ahem). i also have to emcee the first half of the teachers day celebration...and this is supposed to help me how??? karshini is back from matriculation...if you don't know her check my friendster list of friends...she can be your friend too! maga just smsed to tell me she missed me which just made my depressed mood even worse! I MISS her too...

ya know keats was right...
youth, "grows pale, and spectre-thin, and dies
and beauty cannot keep her lustrous eyes....
it means youth does not last forever and the my own mortality scares me...
doesn't it amaze you how one day you could sit here reading and the next locked in an ice cold coffin...
mortality is a fact of life and everybody is a afraid of death even me.
i think about all the things i will not be able to achieve because of my mortality and i feel like TIME has a gun to my back.
i read a really great quote that made me feel...ok i guess and the quote is "don't be afraid of dying but be afraid of your life not beginning"


in conclusion....today was a good day. i don't want to go into detail about my thoughts because it will deppress everybody.

bye bye...